Yeah i guess it's time. Time for what u say? It's time for me to move on ceh no really, it's time for me to turn over a new leaf. It's not too late for new year resolution right? Maybe i'm late for about 3-4 months aha yeah soooo next week i'll be studying at MSC college, Banting. I thought Banting tu takadalah jauh mana, aha jauh gila rupanya. Dengan jam lah kan, it takes for about 1hour i guess and finally sampai jugak. Maybe rezeki aku dekat IPTS but who knows right. Alhamdulillah i'm so grateful that i got the course that i want which is, hotel management and it was ok la tmpt tu. Aku bukan nak kata buruk, cuma ada sekali ni kan i got this tawaran at PD so i was happy gila and that night, ayah google pasal tempat tu. And banyak bad reviews pasal tempat tu. Belajar dalam cabin, orang histeria pun takada buat apa apa. I mean to those yang tengah cari tempat untuk study, or maybe calon spm kan u guys kena cari tempat yang elok & dikawal rapi. Tak kisah la IPTA or IPTS. I'm just saying though.
BUT MANNNN I CANT WAITTTTTTTTTTTT bukan apa tau, it's just aku rasa lepu gila for about 3-4months straight and i can barely talk properly. Serious do mana tak nya kan duduk rumah makan tidur, cakap dengan orang pun tak. Lagi lagi sorang pulak kan duduk dkt rumah mmg pish la cerita dia. And sebab pish terlalu lama,semangat nak belajar tu berkoba koba. Actually, masa i when to the mara education fair MSC was the first tawaran and aku tak pergi sebab nak tunggu upu then fikir balik Banting tu jauh. For about 5 weeks, ayah finally kasi green light cus parents siapa je taknak anak dia berjaya kan.
Me: Bayaran utk first sem nanti mahal, takapa ke?
Ayah: Ayah cubalah cari duit untuk farah. Tapi farah masuk ni, belajar betul betul. Dont procastinate, even kena marah sampai chef baling steak dekat muka pun jangan nangis. Whatever u do, have faith and always believe in yourself. Kalau boleh dapatkan 4 flat. I'm here to support you.
Sebak weh dengar ayah aku kata macam tu. Sedih senarnya tapi ayah kata jangan sedih and jangan risau pasal duit. And yeah, i'm daddy's little girl so aku mmg rapat sangat la dengan ayah aha. Tapi tulah, nama pun IPTS why whould u waste ur parents money kan? Sayang lah sebab ramai je yang masuk IPTS tapi enjoy as heck like diaorang masuk free free je. IPTA pun apa kurangnya, still guna duit jugak. Think about your parents even your parents marah macam takpernah kisah langsung pasal kita. But hey, do u ever realise ur parents raised u and fed u sampai sekarang and u said ur parents tak kisah pasal engkau heh. Mungkin, dekat alam college je kita dapat chance untuk prove that kita ni bagus. Maybe ada orang yang pandang rendah, tak percaya dekat kau yang kau ni boleh, so prove them wrong lah. Aha kata kata semangat ni. So sampai sini je, i hope my first day dekat college okay, i got some friends there so takadalah nak awkward terox baq ang. Wish me luck guys! Takecare.